Kid Vigilante
Animus
(Everything is
in slow motion now)
“Check his heart
rate.” Someone shouts. “He was below normal last time. We’ve got to rush these
kids to the nearest room possible. Go! Go! Go!”
I can barely see
what’s going on. My ears are ringing, and the world is a blur. What is this? I
feel like I am being lifted from a surface, and put on something. I am wheeled
somewhere.
“The kid has
acute dehydration, we need to get him up and ready to go as soon as possible.”
Some medic shouts.
I think back. How
did I get here? How…? Gah! I can’t remember…
“Can someone
tell me why I’m here?” I ask, but the
medics still keep doing what they are doing, “Hey!” I yell.
“Relax, son.
You’ve been through a lot.” The doctor next to me says. No kidding, I think. I
close my eyes, and I start to think some more. How, Then I feel the top of my
mouth with my tongue. It burns. My lips feel dry, and the skin is peeling. I
was somewhere dry. Dry…wait…I think I’ve got it. I was in that desert, broke
out of Extremis labor camp, and passed out while making my escape. It was in
the middle of nowhere.
It’s been…well,
I can’t really say ‘cause I don’t have a watch, but it feels like tons of time
has passed. I’m in a new room now. Dang, What kind of a chair is this. There
are straps attached to my arm, and forehead, and there is a big screen in front
of me. The room is white in color. It is spic and span, not a single flake of
dust anywhere.
“Hello?” I ask
uncertainly.
“Mr. Carver, you
have finally woken up.”
“What is this
stuff?”
“Well, to put it
quite simply, it is a brain reading device. We just want to run a few tests
that’s all.”
“What is with
the screen?”
“Aha! This test
we’re going to perform is going to be quite taxing. We will show you images,
videos, and some instances from your life, and after that we will show you some
footage of events that you did not experience, and watch how you react. What do
you think?”
“Whatever.”
“Let’s get
started then.” The strange voice said. The room went dark, and the screen
suddenly lit up.”
“Robert, over
here Robbie.” It’s my mom. I almost call out for her, but stop myself.
“Ma.” I say, and
waddle over. I think I’m three in this video. I always called her, Ma. It was
easy, and was one syllable. The camera turns, and it shows my dad, picking me
up, and hugging me close. My brother and sister are in the background. It’s my
birthday…wow, how did I forget that? My mom puts that little hat on my head,
and brings over a cake. Man, I’m getting really emotional now. My eyes are
itching, oh god, I have to cry. I just wish life were like this now. I can’t
hold it back. I let go, and start to sob.
“I love you so
much Rob.” My dad says. That was the trigger word. I cry hysterically. If only
my dad could see this.
“Stop! Stop!” I
cry out. The video immediately stops. A new video starts to play. I don’t
recognize who is in the background. Or wait…
“No! Please
don’t! Please!” someone cries out. It is in a dark alleyway. There is a little light
bulb that is on and dangling from a wall. The woman runs into the light. It is
Rachel. A man forces himself upon her. She tries to use her moves, but is over
powered, and on the ground. He grabs her face in a vulgar manner, and kisses
her. She screams. With every scream, anger grows inside me. I can’t take it.
Rachel was with me this whole time, at least until I came to this hole, and I
was not about to let her go.
“Tell me who he
is!” I scream. “Tell me who he is and I’ll kill him! I’ll kill the idiot!” The
video turns off. A new one starts playing. It’s Rachel, and this time she is in
bed, with…Joseph!
“Oh my god. Do
you think he bought it? That whole fiasco in the alley. In all honesty, I would
have let you slobber all over my face.”
“Hm. Well, I’m
going to slobber some more now if it’s okay with you. That Robert was the
biggest dork I’ve ever met. He was stupid enough to think he could take you
from me. I would never let that happen baby.”
“I know you
wouldn’t Joseph. That moron was never right for me. I just used him for
Extremis, and…”
Wait, this could
not be right, Rachel couldn’t have slept with Joseph. No, we were all friends,
but…this was legit. How could…never mind. I’m not going to let it get to me.
It is day two of
this ordeal. I’m in another white room. I have my own little bed, and chair.
The door opens, and a man walks in.
“Hello Robert.”
“Who are you?”
“Dr. Alexander.”
“I will be your
psychiatrist for the remainder of your stay.”
“How long am I
going to have to stay here?”
“Well, that
depends on how your emotions settle down, and your psychological status.”
“You think I’m
retarded?”
“Well, I
wouldn’t say that, but what I would say is that you are rather psychologically
backward.”
“What do you
mean?”
“I mean that you
have a lot of work to do to change yourself.”
“We, as a people
here, in Animus, aim to be a peaceful population. No jealousy, no anger, no
hatred, no violence, and no competition. Everyone is equal. You obviously are
attached to Rachel. Which would mean that if anything happened to her, you
would become inherently upset, causing some sort of a strong reaction. This
would upset the balance that we have maintained in this city for well over 50
years. I think that that is something that we need to work hard to avoid. Now,
that you have seen those clips, I am sure that your attachment towards Rachel
has declined a bit.”
“Wait… If Rachel
is so attached to Jacob, why aren’t you doing anything about it?”
“Rachel is a
unique case. She… I’d rather not explain.”
“What are we
going to do to get over this stuff?”
“Whatever we
have to do.”
“Your town is
messed up man. Completely messed up. I mean really, just because people compete
doesn’t mean that they are going to kill the other guy if he wins. Feelings are
natural, and I think what you are doing is complete bogus. These are people,
not robots.”
“They are what
we say they are.” The man said in a stiff voice.
“Well, let me
tell you one thing. There is nothing you can do to change me.” I growl. I
haven’t been here 2 days, but I swear I am fed up with this garbage. This is no
way to lead life. I’d rather be stuck back at Extremis than over here.
(things are in
slow motion now)
It’s been two days;
I’m stuck inside a little room. I’ve figured these nutcases out. They want to
drive me insane until I just give in. They show me those clips of Rachel and
Joseph everyday. It is like they want to create a volcano inside of me. They
want me to explode, and let all my feelings out so that there will be nothing
left inside of me for them to worry about. That is one thing I am not doing. My head
feels like it’s going to explode. It hurts. Not ‘cause of a cold or anything
like that, but because of those clips. My family…I…I just wish it could have
been that way, and that thing with Rachel, is it even true? I thought we were
friends. Heck, I saved her life. No. I will not question Rachel. I will not let
these quacks try to break me and turn me into a pawn. I am my own person. I
don’t care how long it takes. I will continue on.
I’ve held out
for 5 days now. The days are feeling like years. I just can’t do it. You know,
I just take back everything I said. I can’t resist them. I need to get out of
here. They have been putting me on psychedelic drugs, and they have been
driving me even crazier. I hate feeling like an experiment. Can’t these
buttheads understand that it is not possible to have a 100 percent peaceful
society? We are humans, not machines. We’re not perfect. Maybe the only way to
get to them is violence. Maybe if I just kill all of these shrinks hm?
Yeah…that’s right.
(Things are back
in real time now)
“Ah, Mr. Carver
how are we coming along?” the doctor says to me.
“I’m going to
gather you all up and kill each and every one of you.” I say without even
thinking.
“Good, you’re
making progress.”
“What do you
mean, progress, hm?”
“ I mean you are
getting to where we want you to be. See the goal here, which I’m sure you’ve
already figured out, is to let you release all these ties and connections you
have, and become “empty.”
“Well, that’s
awfully clever doctor, but you aren’t getting very far with that…at least not
with me. I’ll tell you that right now.”
“Oh. Well what
explains the tremors, and sleepless nights that you’ve had for the past few
days? That can’t be some magical coincidence.”
“They…” I can’t
think of a retort.
“That’s what I
thought.” The doctor stubbornly replies, and leaves the room.
Maybe if I do something that makes them believe that it is not
possible to get a hundred percent peaceful society, maybe then they will
understand. But it shouldn’t be violence to bring them down. I’ve seen what
happens when people try to bring others down. Both in Extremis, and Starville.
That would be maniacal. This violence has to teach them a lesson. A lesson out
of empathy. I need to show them that I understand them, and what they want, but
that what they want is not what they need. All humans something in common. We
want to be understood. I want my dad to understand how he has made me feel, and
my mom to understand how distant she has made me feel from her. I want my
siblings, to understand how much pain I am in right now. Man, I can’t help but
cry when thinking of these things.
“Mr. Carver, are you all right?”
“Like shit I’m
all right!” I swear.
“Mr. Carver,
like we have told you earlier…”
“I know, you
shrinks are aiming for a perfect society with no violence.” This is my chance
to tick him off. “You want to show that you can control others. You want to
make others look like a bunch of freaks, and you are like the mastermind, when
in actuality you are worse than they are.
You are a bunch of self centered ignoramuses who think that you have the
whole world figured out. You should be stuck in here, and be tested, and…”
“That is quite
enough…”
“No! It’s not,”
I continue. I want this man to realize that it is not possible to accomplish
what he is trying to do, “You know, sometimes I wish I was stuck back at
Extremis. At least, people understood what struggle was back there. At least I
could think what I wanted, and not be worried about my friends turning on me. I
wouldn’t have to watch your crummy videos and convince myself that I don’t know
who I am.”
“You know
nothing about what we are doing. You are helpless without us. That is a fact,
and you will accept it.”
“I know
everything. It’s quite simple really. You are a bunch of scavengers. You just
want to take a little of whatever is left, and keep it for yourselves. That
happiness that people could have cherished, the thrill of life, and family, you
just take it all away don’t you.”
“We give back if
anything. We show these people who they truly are, and what their true purpose
is. You are naïve.”
“You’re so sure
of yourself. You’re an arrogant, lifeless, jerk.”
“Oh, is that
all?”
“No. You will
never have a family, and if you ever leave your kennel, in this town, people
will kill you for who you are.”
“So we’re trying
to threaten each other are we?”
“No. I am
voicing the threat posed by all those around you.”
“You know
nothing Robert, that is all that has to be said.”
“That’s right. I
know nothing about your cruel programs that you have set up. I know nothing
about the inhumane experiments that you are probably carrying out right this
second. I know nothing. But you do! Let me tell you this. Even if you kill me,
which you probably won’t do, because you don’t have the courage to…if you
do…your actions will catch up to you, and you will live the rest of your life
like a sore loser. Your town will fall apart, and the authority you talk about
will be gone. Hey if you’re lucky and live, you might just end up becoming a
jail bird.”
“Shut up.”
“You are a
molestor.”
“Shut up.”
“You are a
murderer.”
“Shut up!” the
doctor yells at the top of his lungs
“There, there.
Now we see the beast inside of you. You are an animal, just like the rest of
us. You have been restrained. You feel, but can’t feel. You think, but can’t
think. What type of a life is that? You think you are perfect, when inside you
are just an idiot. Just think, don’t you want to love? I want to love. Don’t
you just want to make friends? I want to make friends. In fact I would love to
be friends with you, but…you just aren’t letting that happen. Please, I beg
you, understand.”
“And you expect
me to believe this nonsense, after what all you just said?”
“Yes. Doctor, I
only got into your head like that to show that you were still a person. I
wanted to show you that you had a heart too, and that you could help humanity.
You don’t have to be a robot. The rest of the authority has sucked the feelings
out of you, and I just helped you get them back. So…Doctor, welcome back.”
Looks like I hit the mark again. He was
breaking down.
“5 years ago, my
daughter died in an accident. They put me through the same thing they put you
through, to try to forget her. She got out of my mind, but never out of my
heart. And today, you have helped bring her out even more. I thank you.”
I give the man a
hug. He was a person, just like the rest of us. He wanted to be accepted, and
what more could he do.
“Now listen. The
cameras and whatever other bugs in this room that might be there probably
caught this conversation. We need to get out of this place as soon as possible.
I’m not trying to use you, but we need your card to get out of here. But the
plan…well…” I say.
“Don’t worry,
I’ll take you in for personal custody, and that will do. I can document this
conversation as an attempt to check the status of your relationships.”
“Okay. Perfect.”
I say with a smile, and pat the man on his shoulder. He smiled back. That was
easy, well, not really, but easier than I thought. “And one more thing. Will we
ever find Rachel?”
“Yes. Don’t
worry.” The doctor says with a weak smile
So, the doctor
signed me out on the excuse of private counseling. He is one of the upper
ranked doctors, so he does not go through much trouble to get me out. Anyway,
I’m out, and that is what I need. I am going to break this society down step by
step, and figure out the way in which I can change it. Not anything violent, of
course, I want these people to feel loved, I want them to feel as if they have a friend.
“So, how long
have you been doing this job?” I ask the doctor.
“For the past 30
years.”
“Impressive.”
“Not really. In
this place, experience does not really mean much, though I was able to get you
out fairly easily. I still had to do some sweet talking.”
“Tell me about
this place. How long ago was it founded? Where did this nonsensical, “no
competition,” idea come from?”
“We are never
told about the origins of the town. Upper authority fears that there might be
revolt.”
“Upper
authority? I thought everyone was on the same level here.”
“Well, they are
the exception.”
“That’s dumb.”
“I know. I’m
sure there are others out there that think that, but they just are too scared
to reveal it. Have you read Inherit the Wind?”
“No. I’ve heard
of the name though.”
“Well, in that book,
the lawyer on the defendant’s side makes a reference to a golden horse he once
had. He said that he had always wanted it more than anything, but after buying
it, it broke very easily and was empty on the inside.”
“This society is
a lot like that horse, only I think that there are pins and needles on the
inside; the hurt feelings of the oppressed, just waiting to come out from under
the clutches of the Authority.”
“Interesting.” I
can’t think of anything else to say right now. I am focused on Rachel.
We pull into the
driveway, and I am just stunned by the guy’s house. My house back in Starville
is like, half its size. This one is like a mansion. Anyway, the guy walks up
and opens the door, and the person I see completely blows me off my feet. It is
Rachel.
“Robert, it’s
not true. Whatever you saw, was made up. I don’t know what they did. Some look
alikes, or… I don’t know. But it’s not true Robert. I love you and Joseph just
as much. Please, promise me you won’t believe it.”
Now I am in a
sort of position of power right now. I can make her feel like trash and not
forgive her. I can make the rest of her life miserable, and make her feel like
a traitor. But I could just let it go, and give her a second chance. Why? Well it’s
‘cause that is what I’m looking for too. A second chance. Why not forgive
her…but still be crafty about it.
“I forgive you
Rachel, but I’ve got one thing to ask.”
“What is it?”
“Tell me
everything that happened.”
“Robert, I
think…”
“Rachel,” I
begin, but that is enough.
“So we passed out
in the desert earlier, and two helicopters came over. I know this because I was
up before you. I stayed conscious the whole flight, and finally we landed in
this town. That was when I met this man, he called himself, General Anderson.
He was tall, old, and he smelled like a bakery…”
“Wait!” I say,
almost too loud, “it’s Samson.”
“Who’s Samson?
Are you going to be okay Robert?”
“Yes, I’ll be
fine, keep going. What did he tell you?”
“ He told me to
keep some distance from you. He felt it wouldn’t be safe if you and I
mingled…that it would be too much for you. He seemed really sad.”
“Did he say
anything else?”
“Oh yeah, he
told me to give you this pin. It has your name written on it.” Rachel says and
hands it over with a smile.
“Thanks. To you
and to him.” I say and take the pin and immediately put it on. It feels a bit
heavy for plastic, but I still put it on anyway.
“So, do you want
to talk some more, or shall we discuss our ways to change the society.” The
doctor says.
“What are we
waiting for, let’s get at it.” Rachel says. She is wearing a leather jacket,
and some nice jeans. Her face looks so bright. It’s nice to see that the dirt
from the mines is off her. She is cleaner now.
“The society ,
like I explained, is similar to the golden horse from Inherit the Wind. We need to turn that horse inside out. The
society comes out on top, and the authority goes under.”
“A rebellion.” I
say.
“Exactly. We are
three people. Three against the entire authority. The only way we can start a
rebellion is if we spread information. In little blurbs. We can’t make a huge
announcement, because the guards will shoot us down. I have a USB drive. My
computer has access to the e-mails of all the civilians within this city. All I
have to do is shoot them an email. Simple as that. But it has to be subtle.
Because I am not at the top. I have superiors who monitor my actions. It might
have to be in a code. Not numerical or anything, but something that the people could
decipher over a short period of time.”
Before I can say
anything, a bullet whizzes through the window next to me, and goes through the
doctors back. Another shot comes through, but I pull all of us down into cover.
The doctor is bleeding… badly. He probably only has a few minutes of life left.
We have to spread the message. The bullets are still coming through. One just
barely grazes by my ear, and gives me a tiny cut.
(Things are in
slow motion now)
“Robert!” Rachel
screams. I had forgotten about her for a second. “Are you okay?!”
“Yes, get over
here!” I say over the shattering of glass and other paraphernalia. Rachel
crawls over.
“Doctor, can you
hear me?!” I say to him.
“Uhhh…” the
doctor is struggling to stay conscious.
“We have to
spread the message.”
“I kk…know.
Listen carefully, and get to my computer. It’s now or never. Forget my USB. It
has nothing useful.” The doctor recites a phrase “A butterfly breaks from its
cocoon, and opens its wings to fly. It spreads its color to the world so that
they can also try.”
I think about
the sentences, for a few seconds. The cocoon, authority, and the wings,
freedom, and flight and color, the change, man this was brilliant. But I don’t
have time to think about it anymore than I already have. Another bullet cuts through the wall, and
hits the wall on the other side. The scientist slowly dies. I bring myself to
my senses, and call out to Rachel.
“Rachel, do you
have anything, a weapon? Anything.”
“Rob, if you
know me well enough, I am probably the best weapon you’ll ever have. Here’s the
plan. I will distract them. Look out into the shrubs over there. My guess is
that the sniper is over there. I’ll go around and flank him…kind of. It’s not
much, but it will keep the son of a gun, occupied. You send the message, and
just find some cover. When I’ve killed the sniper…well, you’ll just know.”
“Just do what
you have to.” I say. Without waiting a single moment, Rachel dives out of
cover, and runs out of the room. I hear the bullets tearing through the other
rooms. I can only pray that she is okay. I hear glass smash, and guess she got
out. I’ve got a job to do, and nothing is stopping me. On a nearby table, I
find the doctor’s laptop. Hopefully it doesn’t take long to boot up. I turn it
on, only to get a sign in tab. I need a password. I dive back toward the
doctor, and rummage through his pockets. Oh it’s no use. Why would he keep a
top secret password in his pockets? Damn it! I think, and I think hard. What
was this society about…thinking, control, power, and equality. Everyone is
loyal to their town, or at least they are forced to be. Authority would try to
influence every part of their lives. It has to be Animus. I type it in,
and…voila, it gets through. I waste no time in going to the internet. They
probably will shut that down soon enough. I’d better work fast. I open up a mail browser, and search through
the contacts. I see the button All. That has to be it. I click it, and finally
type in the two sentences. “A butterfly breaks from its cocoon, and opens its
wings to fly. It spreads its color to the world so that they can also try.” I
hit send, and the mail gets across, and just seconds later, as I predicted the
internet goes down. Hopefully the mail got across in time.
BOOOM! I hear a
huge explosion. It has to be her signal. I run out of the house, and start
running across the road to the plants and shrubs on the other side. Trees hang
over them, and the ground rises in an acclivity. I go up the little hill, only
to come face to face with a gun man.
“Going somewhere?”
the soldier says with a sneer. “You know you just disturbed the balance in this
city. You caused the first violent event in decades. Three words for you. You
will die.” The soldier puts his finger around the trigger. I am too close to
duck. Just when I think all hope is lost, Rachel jumps out, and tackles the
man. She mounts him, and puts her knees on his shoulders, and forces the gun
out. She puts a bullet in his chest. He falls unconscious. Must be a vest
underneath his uniform. Anyway we don’t have time to worry about this stuff.
“You okay?” I
ask Rachel.
“Yeah you?”
“Yeah. I sent
the message. The internet was shut down just seconds after I sent it.
“Okay what next?
How do we get out of this hell hole?”
“When I took out
the sniper, I thought about what the doctor said for a second. Maybe there was
more to it than just the rebellion. He was giving us a way out.
“I think you’re
right. A butterfly breaks from its cocoon, and opens its wings to fly. An
aircraft in its hangar. It spreads its color to the world so that they can also
try. The insignia. If we erase it, and fly through it will be like a slap on
the authority’s face. When the civilians see us flying out of here, they’ll be
tempted to leave too, after seeing how we destroy the authority. Even if they
don’t leave, they’ll finish off the rest of these people. We need to find the
airfield. Wait, when we landed, you were awake right. You must have seen the
place.”
“Yes, it’s just
a mile or two from the insane ward they kept you at. If we start now, in about
30 minutes we will be there.”
“Then let’s go.
But, do you know how to fly?”
“No, but I can
get others to do it for me. How many times do I have to tell you Robert, I’m
the best weapon you’ll ever have. Leave it to me. Let me get you out this time.
As we run along
in the woods that are on the side opposite to the doctor’s house, my heart is
pounding like its going to rip out of my chest. I am sweating like I was, back
in Extremis. In the faint distance, I hear men. I look over at Rachel, and she
looks really focused. I fancy her taking control in this situation. She is
quite impressive. Anyway, I don’t have time to dwell on her prowess.
After about half
an hour, we stop, and what do you know, there is the airfield, right in front
of us. But we will have to run across hundreds of yards of tarmac before we get
to the hangar. That’s suicide.
“Rachel, what is
your plan?”
“Run across.
It’s our only bet.”
“Are you crazy?
They’ll mow us down.”
“Robert, look
there is a luggage carrying truck parked nearby. If we sprint, we can get there
in a few seconds.”
“How do you
propose opening the lock to the door. All the vehicles in this city have one
universal key, at least the ones the authority uses. I stole a key from our
sniper friend back near the house. Trust me, and just do as I say.”
I have no choice
but to consent and go with it. Likes she stated, we sprint across and vault
over the fence. Surprisingly low security for an airfield. They probably
figured people would be too scared to do In the truck there is a shot gun, and
just a few hundred yards away there is an oil tanker. I can already see the
smile forming on Rachel’s face. She gets the guns ready, and starts driving in
the direction of the oil tanker. She gets the shot gun ready, and fires two
rounds. A fire starts up, and BOOM! The thing explodes, luckily we are far away
from the tanker.
Like little
mice, officials pour out of the doors of the facility. The door to the hangar
opens. Bingo. So we get out and run towards the hangar. In the chaos we manage
to slip by. Inside Rachel asks me to hide behind the plane, and she goes
around, and takes cover behind a high staircase. A lone official walks down.
Rachel jumps in his way with the gun pointed at him.
“You have two
choices. Live or die. Live, you fly us. Die, well, I think you can tell.” The
official is shocked and reaches into his pocket. Rachel kicks his genitals, and
smashes the gun into the back of his neck. He screams in pain, but nobody hears
in the commotion outside.
“Fly us out of
here.” Rachel says in a stern voice. The pilot gets up reluctantly and walks
over to the plane. It is a two prop engine. I hope it will last us the journey.
Suddenly,
“Wait!” Rachel
says, just as the engines start up. She quickly jumps out, and grabs a paint
sprayer for red and white paint. They obviously dry quickly. She whites out the
insignia for the authority on the plane, and writes her own stuff on there. I
can’t really see from here, but it’s obviously something strong. The pilot is
scared out of his socks, and sits frozen. Rachel climbs back in, and forces the
pilot to fly the plane.
Heads start to
turn as we pull up to the run way. People are pointing and yelling, but our
plane just keeps on going. We take off, and head out of the airfield. Rachel
commands the pilot to make a small loop over the town before leaving. We can
see people standing out on the street watching our plane, and the message that
Rachel painted onto it. Almost instantly they turn rampant, charging towards
the airfield, where the authority is concentrated. Looks like our job is
accomplished here. The butterfly really did spread its color. Rachel forces the
pilot to start flying towards Starville. The mayor better hold onto his rocker,
because he has nothing less than hell coming for him.
The flight actually is
surprisingly short. We reach Starville’s airspace within an hour and a half. But it’s late night. I can see the lights of
the city still on. But there are hardly any cars on the street. It is usually
lit up like Christmas. The island looks like it is in full function.
“Damn!” Rachel
yells.
“What’s the
matter?” I ask, but then see for myself. The pilot is frothing at the mouth.
Did all these people we met carry poison pills. The plane starts to tip
downwards. We are headed straight for the water, but I doubt we’ll survive if
we’re in here. Without wasting a second, Rachel, kicks open the door, grabs me,
and leaps out. We hug each other, and tumble down towards the cold waters.
In seconds the
water engulfs us, and we’re sinking down.
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